[Christ]

I just got off the phone with the park management, as dutifully unhelpful add they tends to be...

They're going to give us another trailer in the park that is a bit bigger than ours was, and needs some repairs. I really have no choice but to accept.

I don't know why I'm always calm, but it's kinda scary sometimes that things like my uncle committing suicide just don't affect me. When things happen like this, I feel strangely disconnected from the situation, as though it's not even my life that's gone awry.