[BurningDinosaurBones]

Friday night... "Welcome to the world" she said, as she asked me if I wanted for some random pieces of paper or something in her hand and I said no.

I think "god dam, I've only been here in fort mac for 20 minutes and I'm already in a strip club". But I've got a home, two cars, and a job, courtesy of the oil companies who hired me, as they need engineer's so bad.

I reach a moment of panic. Can I really do this for 3 years? How about 10 years? Why am I working here? I want to make enough money to build an "off the grid house". But I perpetuate the world's oil supply issues while I selfishly add up the $$ in my bank account, depending on it all to make my money so that I can save my own ass in the end.

I sit here and reflect while I fully understand the meaning of "your dammed if you do, and your dammed if you don't..."