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I never thought I would be reading about this topic on a car forum.
The topic made me laugh actually.
But ...
I have extreme anxiety, agoraphobia, OCD, depression, etc. etc.
It has completely destroyed my life, and I have no one to blame but myself.
But I can't just 'snap out of it' like people think.
I could care less about getting 'high', since I even avoid alcohol. I don't drink. which is totally legal and actually encouraged.
I'd want to know if pot will help with anxiety. I would actually prefer it in a pill form and without the 'high' since I like to feel as though I am in control of what is going on around me.
I have tried talk therapy, hypnosis, as well as paxil, zoloft, and three or four others.
Some made me 'happier' at times, but not a one did anything for my anxieties.
As idiotic as it seems, some of my anxiety is from the fact that I worry about what is in the legal medicines, and so I quit them. This is why I would prefer something natural.
I want my life back ( now that it's nearly over - i'm in my fourties )
I want to go out to social events. I want friends. I want to go to college without the usual fears, and I want to be rid of my driving anxiety especially.
But most of all I want to find someone that loves me, and sitting in my apartment on ecomodder is not going to solve that.
As far as the NSA monitors, go ahead and monitor me ! I guarantee to bore anyone to sleep with the data they glean from me.
They would probably put me on a suspicious list, since " The guy never even leaves his apartment or watches TV like a normal person. He must be doing something suspicious ."
I also have several fused vertebrae in my spine and am half deaf, yet I work as a stocker for Lowes lifting things all day.
( I live across the street and walk there every morning )
I think this goes to show how that mental handicaps are a lot harder to overcome than physical ones.
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