I'm younger now than when I was in my twenties.
@ 20 I was raising two kids and trying to be the sole breadwinner in a home with a High Maintenance wife. I was angry all the time and felt reallllllllly old
@ 30 I lived alone in a one bedroom apartment and sent most of my money to my ex-wife. I stopped being angry and started feeling joy at each new day. I felt thirty-something.
@ 40 I was a newlywed of 5 years and these are the best times of my life.
I am 46 now and I feel like a kid again. Midlife Crisis? Maybe. I think it has more to do with realizing that the world doesn't rest on my shoulders and I can ask for help once in a while.
But the downside is I have abused my body for so long and worked so hard that now it thinks it is time to retire.
Ce la Vie.
Schultz