Too many changes, Russ. In the midst of everything, I felt as if I was losing myself, that I was becoming a shell of who I used to be with lessening passion and enthusiasm and increasing bad qualities. Now that the relationship is over, I can start reclaiming that. Including becoming the best Ecomodder in history
I do miss her kids. I became very attached to them, and they had even started calling me "daddy." I'm about to start bawling in this Wendy's I'm at, so I'll leave this as it is. It's just too painful to think about them.