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I reached out a couple of times to Navy Federal about renovation loans, but never heard back. The company through which I have life insurance notified me that they do construction loans, but their employee said even buying a lot and putting in a mobile home would cost more than I could afford, but it sounds like a large part of that is that construction loans have a 5.5% interest rate.

He asked about one- or two-bedroom houses, but I would rather keep saving up than commit everything to one of those.

I asked about renovation loans and asked if the stork house was still on the market. I told you guys that it sold, but apparently that fell through, so he said that we would look into it.

He keeps asking what my realtor's name is and I have not found it, but I have had lots of work drama. Over a month ago my boss dropped a client, but told me to fill out a 7-page packet they had requested. My supervisor spent a week telling me we needed to discuss it, but she didn't have time, and then she spent almost half an hour telling me to change my observation, and she didn't allow me to discuss anything.

I told her "This is a PDF. I can't edit it. I need to completely redo it."
"That's fine."

Then she made me redo everything for a small change--twice.

I asked our boss how many times I needed to completely redo a packet for a client we dropped weeks ago and he said he thought this was the last time.

"Last time, Sir."
"Thank you."

Then she kept telling me that I didn't make the change we discussed. We didn't discuss anything, she told me what to do, but I made that change. I e-mailed the boss and he wrote 2 paragraphs about how I need to do what my supervisor says and we should have finished this a while ago.

Yes, but my supervisor keeps telling me to redo it again.

I saw a job posting last week that offered at least as much an hour as I currently earn. I applied, but didn't hear back, so I called today, she asked me to e-mail her the ZIP codes in which I want to work, and she said "Welcome to the team! We found one client and we are going to keep looking!"

Then my current supervisor wanted to observe a session, but the client didn't connect. We discussed progress reports and then I asked what else she wants me to change. her calm demeanor disappeared and she raised her voice. She told me to remove yet another professional observation made over almost 3 years seeing this client and she raised her voice further, just like every time that I try to discuss anything.

She seems to take that as questioning her authority, yet she keeps claiming that we discussed things.

I pulled up the document and removed yet another part, but Word was being weird, and I was having difficulty focusing because my supervisor was yelling at me.

"Got it. Are we finished?"

She did not like that!

She kept yelling at me and I closed Zoom. I mentioned to our boss that I asked my supervisor what she wanted me to change this time and tried to change it, but she started yelling at me, so I ended the call. Then I finished the packet, sent it to her, redid a progress report, let her know, and resumed working on the application for the new agency.

I am going to catch up on notes tonight.

For the record, this is the first issue that I have had with this supervisor, but I worry that it will be the last, and the boss seems to side with supervisors 100% of the time.

I think her side is that I completely disrespected her by saying "You already said that, Ma'am" and "If there's nothing else, I am going to let you go."

Then I wrote my own letter of recommendation about how respectful I am towards my supervisor, but this was my Sergeant, and he never yelled at me.

Lots of Sergeants yelled at me, but none of them accused me of insubordination.