If you knew me personally, you might have a chuckle. I stress about time more than I really should have to. Always feels like sand slipping through my fingers. Many people around my age (17-22) don’t much care at all about it, so there’s a lot of isolation in how I feel.
Being on the receiving end of that, is stressful. I am privileged with good health, and I want to use it the best I can. I should utilize my youthful ability to build up a structure of happiness in my life, yes!
…..But it tends to fall apart. The social, economical, and political climate where I am has always felt degrading, alienating, and insignificant. Online visual/audio media has been so streamlined to make money off of short-term dopamine rushes that it’s led to a degradation in attention span and focus. Short attention span and information overload has caused all kinds of issues, especially in me. Hell, I don’t even think politicians do anything except speak and look at cameras. You notice how the government came out about UFOs and nobody even cares?
I do feel very privileged to have my health and ability. It feels good to be young. But man, I don’t know if my generation will even have a future. No god, no faith, no hope.
Worst of all, idiots on TikTok have ruined car prices! Buying a clapped ‘92 miata with no floor pan for $8000….Lord have mercy!
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